as written on; Wednesday, August 31, 2005

8:07 AM
been planning to update soon. but then. so many things happen and school is really draining my energy. i also don't know why i can't tag on my tagboard. think my comp got problem already. it's already so slow.
anyway. i'll tell you what's been keeping me from updating this thing.

i was not in school for like about half the week last week. my yeye which is grandpa. died like the week before last week. so ya. i need to go back there for the funeral. it sound strange isn't it. i was just tokin bout him running away on the entry before. then suddenly i just said that he died. ppl say he might feel that he was going to die soon so no matter what happen he will come here, even though it means running away. he's like one of my closest kin. when i was young he will fetch me from school and bring me and my sis for a snack before going home. it just felt so weird when i was coming back to singapore. everytime before this happen. he will always give my and my cousins and sis a peck on the cheek before we set off. and whenever we coming back to indo or just coming back home from goin out for dinner. he was always there at the door step. waiting for us. sigh. never mind. i'll not bore u all with the details. even though i alreadi did. haha.

but many weird and eery things happened during the funeral. like got this moth that's been hanging around through out the funeral week. and my maid getting dreams when she did not attend the funeral. oh well. but it's really fun hanging out with my cousins. never once can all of us gather together. and that was what my yeye been wanting for. but we did not know he meant it this way.

well. because of this. i've been missing a number of lectures. so i've been trying. i said trying. to do some catching up. sigh. oh ya.i cut my hair. haha.

today going to bg. yay! didn't realise how much i miss the school. heard many alumnis will be there.
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